31 Mayıs 2010 Pazartesi

Fandango - siir denemece

I repeat, I demand, I insist, I persist, I inflict and I conflict. if you think I’m right then I know I’m wrong
a non-believer over achiever
I’m fair and just.
So in lust I trust.

I like the birds, the bees, the seas, big titties and the cigarette trees. Earth, water and air is all I care
and slowly I'm getting there.

When I'm low I get high. I get drunk when i'm dry. I’m scared so I fight but I also hide inside, only from my mind. And the boogie-man.

I don’t cry with my eyes. I don’t lie with my smiles. I don’t try so I don’t loose. I’ve got no excuse, I just hit snooze and I ride my tide.

I don’t take advice but I always advise. My course is coarse and my conscience is very conscious.

I don’t say religion I say fuck, I don’t say politics I say cock. I don’t say peace I say suck .I don’t rap I fucking rock.I watch, i compare, I analyze and I get paralyzed. I use my instinct so i don't get extinct.
I've got more vices than I have virtues, I bite my nails and i surf the porn-tubes.

But Im caring, Im sharing, Im healing and I'm reaching. I see myself before I arrive, I leave before I say goodbye. I don't lead, I don't follow and I don't wallow in my sorrow for tomorrow.
I'll help you stand, but you can't
have my hand
If you are going to let go...

So I’ve been accused, abused, bruised, used and confused. I’m a bloke that’s broke so I joke to provoke while I chain-smoke until my next heart-stroke.

I also don’t hug, I hold hands. I sing but I don’t dance. Always alone but never lonely, I pretend but never phony. That’s why, I only sleep to dream. I only dream of clean. I piss on the devil and I piss off the saint
“I'm sorry” But fuck regret.

I'm a tough love alcoholic. A raging workaholic. A working ragaholic. Out of reach and in denial.
But I’ve also been hugged, loved, missed and kissed. For this reason, I persist to exist in this mist. I burn, I learn then I return. I don’t really give, so I usually forgive. I don’t really get, that I never forget.

I’ve got so much pride to have too much pride.
So for now
I just enjoy the ride.

Fandango

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